So Long Childhood.

My time here in Orange County is coming to an end. I'm just as excited as I am scared...terrified. It's not that I'll miss Orange County too much. Lets face it not much good comes from here aside from great reality TV and competing on who lives the most luxurious interesting life. It's that I'll miss all the people I've met and made a part of my life. The schools I grew up at that I equally hated and loved. All the activities I did here as a kid; dance, sports, church groups, music lessons. Which basically wraps it up to say that I'm terrified of having to accept that I have to leave my childhood behind and become an adult ( I even tear up while I type this). I've always been the baby and it's freaks me out that I look in the mirror and don't see a kid anymore, but a women. How could this happen?

I can't get over about how much I'll miss my mom. Thinking about not seeing her everyday makes this soo much harder for me. She has been my rock and the women I look up to. She has made me the girl I am today and having to break the news to her will be soo hard. Telling my dad will be equally hard but everyone knows I'm a momma's girl. I love my Mom soo much and hope she looks forward to phone calls and skype calls as often as possible.

After all that you might think, "Why are you doing this then?" Because I know it's something I would have to do sometime in my life, I had to cut the umbilical cord at one point. Plus I'm very much so excited for this new part of my life. I'm excited to live with Lauren and my sister. I can't wait for the new people I will meet, going to a new school, and having a new job. Who knows I could even meet my future husband out there(one can wish, no?). I look forward to new events in my life and being able to call a place my own. I'm even excited to start paying my own bills and having my own responsibilities. I know one day this will all be just a memory but it'll be one that made a HUGE difference in my life. So look forward to my posts about the move and getting settled, because it'll all be a giant adventure.
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